Random thoughts

Tired day and travel...
cruising at 37000 feet altitude
people around tired
I tried to relax and listen to music..

Something was different..don't know what i am missing..what i am longing for..
listening to mere music doesn't make me relax but makes me cry..makes me dull..make me miss something...

what is it that i am going thru?

Do I demand to know answers to every drop of tear I shed?
Or Am I just tired of life?
Is life getting monotonous? Time to think what next?