A Restless Mind

Deep thoughts

long silence

where am i heading to

where is the end

Why is my mind so restless!

Silence

Silence can also be a communication.

Sometimes silence bothers you and it relaxes you sometimes.

A dear one or close one is someone who can understand your silence too....
Isn't it?
[But if someone is silent and there aren't any hints and can't figure out the reason, it could be a hell too]

Whoever said "Silence is gold" did say for some reason :)
Especially when you just regret for what you spoke and wished that you didn't .

Brooding over the past

Why is life so smooth for some people and full of hurdles for some others.

Whenever I think of all the hurdles and troubles ,heart gets so heavy.
But what is the point in brooding over the past?
Do I ever learn to learn from the mistakes and see that I do not do them again.
Will I learn to tell myself ....Move on dear....and get even more tougher.
Do not ever show your emotions on your face....better yet...do not get emotional over anything!!

And more than anything else, all this is about career....inspite of knowing that career is just a part of life.Why am I so bothered about it?

Just because, I do not have anything else to think of, as of now??

Whatever....Focus on the future and think on how to make it merrier.

Taking for granted?

Do we take our dear ones for granted?
I don't know how many, but I think I do but feel bad later.
In a situation where I am stressed out, I tend to lose my patience and be rude to my folks whereas, I would have been polite enough, had there been someone else in the same situation .

What to do ,not to take ppl for granted ?

Random thoughts..as ever!

My 16th post

I Know this is a silly post :p

This is my 16th post .

What is it that is so special about 16?

I am born on a 16th

There are 16 letters in my given name(yeah i know, pretty big name)

I have 16 cousins

What else can I associate with 16th?

As of now, thats all :)

Valentine's day

Everybody talks about love and valentine's day.

So why not I too talk about it :)

What all do i remember associated with this day?

I got to know about it only when I was in the college, but all I cared at that time probably was the nice songs/movie that was played on the TV.Later on I got so busy that I never realized it until I noticed a difference in the google home page.

Somehow it always used to happen that i had a deadline on the next day or the same day and I end up managing time working on campus and doing the assignments till the last minute.

After the studies too, it was always a yet another day for me.

After I started work,I started noticing that people started leaving work early on feb 14th and I just used to smile that it was a sweet gesture that people atleast take off sometime to spend with each other on this day.

While there are lot of people who protest the celebration of Valentine's day, I do not know if there is anything to do with "culture" thing.

Not that there isn't love between two ppl if they don't tell each other about the same on Valentine's day.But there are always some simple things which we appreciate and why not have an occasion to make each other feel special?

Youngsters are probably getting misled, but who is really sure about love?

It does bring me a lot of laughter sometimes when I hear about some stories which my couleagues told me .

Last year, in the middle of the day towards the evening, two of my couleagues and I took a break from work and went to the cafetaria for coffee and we were having a general conversation on what is love ,how does it feel to be in love. My couleague's cell phone rang and someone from her previous office who had not been in touch from ages called her and asked her "Are u married" , she said No and he asked "are u engaged" she said no and he goes "I love you"

She just screamed out "Are u crazy?"

It still brings a smile when I think about that incident and how much we laughed about it.

It has been a yet another day for me so far in my life and today too.Perhaps ,because I never dreamt to feel special and perhaps coz I find more happiness in giving than receiving.

But given a chance, what is that I would really expect?

A nameless longing to go away in life and have a warm feeling of belonging. His being there for me and his loving touch....I guess.

Can this ever be true?Perhaps!!

[Whats wrong in dreaming and whats wrong in anticipating ? :) ]

Happy Valentine's day !!

All I ask is....

Won't u hold my hand

before i drown away

won't u stand by my side

before i am lost forever....

Some quotes of Martin Luther king Jr

"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy."

"In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends."

“The ultimate tragedy is not the oppression and cruelty by the bad people but the silence over that by the good people.”

“Love is the only force capable of transforming an enemy into friend.”

"There comes a time when one must take a position that is neither safe,popular or political, but because it is right."

"The time is always right to do what is right"


Courtesy: www.quotationspage.com

Letter to God - Anguish

Yes i said i am fine alone

doesn't mean u leave me forever

yes i said i am strong enough

doesn't mean that i don't need support

yes i said i want others to be happy

doesn't mean i have to be unhappy

Yes i said that u can test my mettle

doesn't mean that u don't let me settle

Won't there be just one time

that you'd give me what I want ?

New Year.... New Hopes

New year has started and almost a week passed by.
While lot of things have not changed much, I started the year with a lot of hopes and hoping for the best to happen in life before I get older by another year.

Have been thinking and thinking and thinking about quite a lot of things as ever.Am I really living or existing?

Where am I heading to and where is my destination.

Whatever it is, hoping for the best.

Random thoughts...as ever !