state of mind

What is happiness...just a state of mind..
why can't the state of mind be consistent and be the same all the time then?

One moment you feel so happy, relieved ,accomplished and want to be with the dearones.
Other moment, some or the other thing makes you devastated, disturbed , sad and helpless.
Are all these governed by the karma in the past life? We are not entitled and deserved to have some little happiness last for some time too?
What is life about?
Are all the lives just ruled by the past lives's deeds? Then someone has to be so very pious in the very ever first birth , to be able to enjoy a good life and fotune in all the next coming lives?
If someone is so very pious then they should attain the moksha then itself. They should be liberated. Isn't it?

When people say life is complicated, they correct again saying, it is people who complicate lives. But aren't certain things just way beyond our control?
So if it is indeed beyond control...why is it so? Past life's karma?
How fair is that?

Dumb Dumber Dumbest

Looking at the title of this post, don't think I am trying to get into english grammar .
I was thinking of the dumbest things that I did of late.
Well...I keep doing some or the other absent minded stuff, but sometimes I just think, "oh Am I really so dumb".

I am not so used to a docking station for the laptop at work and took a couple of minutes to figure out how to undock it. Dumb !!!

Two trains were waiting in the morning at the starting station , I just had one more minute left for train and I saw a train which had a driver. (Both the trains actually goto the same destination , just that there is a gap of 15 mins in between. One leaves early and the other one later) .I had to buy a ticket too, I bought the ticket and ran and sat in the train in which I noticed there was a driver. The doors were also almost closed but when I ran towards, they opened and I took a deep breath and felt thank god !
Guess what, As soon as I sat in that train, the other train left. Didn't even have the brain to think that I have to check which train had most passengers and if the other one also had the driver. Dumber.

What happens when you are work too much or think too much. We just become quite dumb.
So here is the "Dumbest".
Working on two computers, did Ctrl+C on one, did Ctrl+V on the other.
Dumbestest....wondering for few seconds why it wasn't pasting !

Huh !

Random Drawing...

Random drawing again as I was waiting for a mail...

Random drawings

Drew something while my system was booting today...

Where am I

Today, I was coming back from work, and I was going to get a ride from my brother to get home.

Well...this has been routine from some days. As usual , I got onto train and my cell phone rang and here goes the conversation.

Bro: "Where are you"

Me : "I am in the train"

Bro : "Where are you?"

Me: Thought in a split second :oh couldn't hear me..."I am in the train"

Bro: WHERE are you ?? (slight irritation in the voice)

Me: Thought...Come on...I told you I am in train..and then realize the emphasis on where..."Oh!! Just crossed blah blah station "

As I was thinking that he should have asked me where the train was ... I remembered this joke and smiled for a minute.

http://www.duxcw.com/dcforum/DCForumID7/818.html

Now, after reading that, don't you think mine was the proper answer :p