Disappointed in myself

I have always been very good in my career and quite often that makes me put a lot of stress on myself . I love to raise my bar by competing with the best in myself.

Somehow I am not being that way from some time , for whatever reasons and for which I have been so upset with myself. I have been thinking of catching up with all the pending work over the weekends but somehow had been busy on the weekends either by being sick myself or something else I could not really avoid.

I never got pointed out by anybody in work that I wasn't doing my job properly until today. Well, I knew this was coming, I know it myself, I wish I could correct myself without anybody having to tell me.

Grumpiness continues..

Grumpy

Somehow, have been at my grumpiest peak from the past few days. My obsession to perfection also seem to be putting me in a lot of stress.
If I have a lot of pending work which is not at all finishing and I find it boring and I can't seem to have enough motivation to finish it, it really makes me grumpy and cranky.
Somehow few things have been extremely boring to me and attending some meeting sometimes makes me feel I am doing something that I just don't enjoy and I should be doing something else.
All this had been putting me in a lot of stress and have not been able to handle well. My roommate has been saying that she has never seen me this grumpy ever.

I really need to plan my career properly.

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