Another random ranting

Everytime I feel so let down , I always motivate myself that I have been through worser times in life and this too shall pass.
Compared to many many people in the world who are in suffering, I know and acknowledge that I am very much leading a quality life. But I think some of the disappointments come from unfulfilled goals and when there is a lack of balance in life.

What do about the unfulfilled goals ? A reality check,on how realistic the goals are?
What did I want to be at this stage of life?
How happy am I currently? If I am not, what is it that I could do to reach there?
I think those are the questions that I ask.
What about lack of balance in life. What if certain things are beyond my control?
Wonder what others do to motivate themselves.

Can't believe that I could ever be this way for the kind of ferocious aspirations I had and how I used to be so ambitious.
Hmm..why is it that for some of us, nothing comes without a great struggle in life, and why is it that for some, it is such a cake walk? Probably this proverb holds good here - Grass on the other side is always greener.
Who knows.

Moral of the day

Moral of the day, that I learnt, trust your own instincts and your own self and others.
Phew.I totally understood today on why we hear about so many caltrain incidents.
Hmm...Thank you God !!

Prahlad

Sad to know the demise of C.K.Prahalad
May his soul rest in peace.
India has given birth to many great people, C.K.Prahalad being one of them and internationally renowned.
May the younger generation today take the thoughts forward than wasting away the time doing useless stuff.

Misc

రక్తం మరిగిపోయే అంతగా కోపం వచ్చినా, నమ్మకాన్ని దారుణంగా దెబ్బ తీసినా కొంత మంది మీద ఆ కోపం ఆవేశం ఎందుకు ప్రదర్శించలేం?
వాళ్ళ మీద ఉన్న ప్రేమా లేక బెనిఫిట్ ఆఫ్ డౌటా లేక కోపం ప్రదర్శించినా ఒక్కసారి గాయపడిన మనసు ఎలాగో హీల్ కాలేదు అనే నిర్లిప్తత?

Random thoughts..

Being always a protected one at home hardly ever gives a chance to show a protectiveness towards another person. But we do grasp so much from the elders and how they show care for us.

I hardly knew how to pamper someone else. I am always the one who gets pampered, be it from family or friends.

But when it comes to any situations where I know I am the older one or the one who is capable of showing how to take care , I surprise myself that there is this aspect as well in me that I can do things this way. Well, I think one of the biggest things I think I learnt after coming to this country is to just discover myself and let myself evolve as a person and groom my own individuality - whether I come across as someone in old school or someone who is stubborn ; it is just me. I like to react and talk in my own way rather than doing certain things just for the sake of it or by peer pressure.

As much as parents like to raise the girls in such a protective way, I think I had a lot of issues being ignorant and took way too long to evolve from a child like mind to think like an adult. Innocence after sometime actually becomes ignorance and ignorance isn't always bliss .

Hmm not sure what I wanted to write.
Yet another day passed by.

What is life about?

Sometimes life seems so strange to me.
Human life, God's creation.
What is the purpose of life?
Each and everybody must have a purpose of this birth. But not everybody really achieves it, may be?
How many really feel that bliss?
What does God think , looking at some of us who are drifting away from what our purpose is?
I can't really seem to understand sometimes. Life is not permanent for anyone.
What is this all about? దేనికోసం మనిషి కి ఈ తాపత్రయం?మనిషి కి ఈ బంధాలు,బాంధవ్యాలు?ఉన్న ఈ జీవితం లో మళ్ళీ మోసాలు, కుట్రలు, కుతంత్రాలు?చివరకి ఎవరు మాత్రం ఏం సాధిస్తారు?
Would there be a point where human being doesn't have anything to look forward to at all? Where are we heading to? What is it that we are behind? Is it all about money? Or to be peaceful?